Thursday, March 28, 2002


just finished my data structures midterm.......oh yeah....i'm fukin done for the week....finally, some spare time to bring lil bro around....

Just found out these new albums are out:

Different Tastes of Honey - Tosca
shit man....my fav downtempo group.....a whole fukin album dedicated to remixing just only one song 'Honey'...SHITSHITSHIT@@~~~!!!>.....needa go get that later....

B-Sides - Gorillaz
dang man....i'm in love w/ their shit...needa go get this no matter even if reviews suck....

Gonna goto the mall to get ma son some decent clothes and shitz....prob gonna go watch 'blade 2'....will be back shortly..peace

Monday, March 25, 2002

Bak at skool.

Just got back from London 2 dayz ago....the city of damp, dull weather....was aite....chilled at sam's big time.....hahaha...ni**uh peace man.......most memorable time of the trip: ron and i getting lost at selfridges....shit.....looking for each other while phasing out.....kaka.....peace...hate....ni**uh what?!?!

Did a lotta shopping....got vinyl (+ a damn nice vinyl case) and clothes from diesel, mexx, freshjive, nike, zara..........spent pretty much the rest of my semesters allowance....dang, i'm gonna hafta live fukin ghetto from now til mid may.......

Lil bro is here at my apt rite now. pretty cool....that means a personal chef for the week...woohoo....gonna try make it a yearly spring visit thing......shitty that i got two midterms this coming week tho....business law tomorrow and data structures midterm on wednesday....don't feel like putting the 101% effort this time..too lazy...wanna just stay home and chill...stay on top of winning 11....bring my bro out for shopping, food, blah blah...

DAmn nice song I heard at London ~~~ d.b. boulevard - Point of View ~~~ anybody who attempts to download this song and bitches (fuck ron) will indirectly stand against me....so all you at least appreciate it, feel dat groove, and finish the damn song if you hear it...

Doubt sam's gonna read this....but anyhow: Get happy man....daz all i can say to you.....shit happens....hate, love...dat shit is all the same...u need to b able to control what you think, feel and sense.......get outta that hole as soon as you can before you dig deep...

needa go study now. will be back....dunno when...

Living w/ no prbs. finally. Erik.

Thursday, March 14, 2002

back

its wednesday nite....fukin BME design in 30min...i'm at work now cuz i slacked all morning....slept-in all the way....was playing winning 11 w/ahm and ND all nite....dang, kakakaka....shit.....ahm and i need more stories..heehee.....too much winning man...too much talking shit about whos good...kakak

still decidin whether to go NYC tomorrow or not....got work....gay.....but then again, i have the urge to just fuck it all and deal with it when i come back.......still need to pack for my london trip........feels weird....i'm not in the mood to go tho.....either its becuz i'm lazy...or i'm just not in the mood to do anything these dayz...everything seems so bright yet so colorless..........i'm in need of something new.....maybe a change in environment....

i'm outta here...i'm bored of blog too...

Short Notes:
got fukin BioMed Signals and Systems tomorrow morning.......shitty.......

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Wednesday, March 13, 2002

not in the perfect mood now....i dunno.....just the bad times i guess.....so much going on in my head....so confusing...so insecure....


when was the last time you felt shitty about the truth???....like, you know, how sometimes the reality is just so damn ugly....you don't even want to put it into words...you can't even tell your most trusted family or friends about it......you know what i mean?.....its like, you realize that the truth is actually so cut down dry.......even if you attempt to talk about it, people just generally don't admit it........you try to convey that sense of truthfulness through bullshitting and touching upon the idea.....but you really know deep inside that if you had spilt the truth with that plain one sentence, you can point out what you want to say easily...and it would make things uncomfortable for others and yourslef becuz its so human like..


its so sad that we humans are such selfish ignorant beings....seriously.....u can all reject this notion of mine....but chances are that you feel the same way deep inside too...all we think about is what we want...what we want to accomplish.......what are the pros...what are the cons......what affects me...what does not....what do others think of me........itz all about the self.....all about you becoming the person you want to be and the need to let others to know who you are...........

dang, got class...

Monday, March 11, 2002

...got sociology midterm, paper and data structure program due soon...

will get back to write soon...everybody enjoy the new scheme for now...hope it brightens the blog up....