Balancing ideas and delivery

not in the perfect mood now....i dunno.....just the bad times i guess.....so much going on in my head....so confusing...so insecure....


when was the last time you felt shitty about the truth???....like, you know, how sometimes the reality is just so damn ugly....you don't even want to put it into words...you can't even tell your most trusted family or friends about it......you know what i mean?.....its like, you realize that the truth is actually so cut down dry.......even if you attempt to talk about it, people just generally don't admit it........you try to convey that sense of truthfulness through bullshitting and touching upon the idea.....but you really know deep inside that if you had spilt the truth with that plain one sentence, you can point out what you want to say easily...and it would make things uncomfortable for others and yourslef becuz its so human like..


its so sad that we humans are such selfish ignorant beings....seriously.....u can all reject this notion of mine....but chances are that you feel the same way deep inside too...all we think about is what we want...what we want to accomplish.......what are the pros...what are the cons......what affects me...what does not....what do others think of me........itz all about the self.....all about you becoming the person you want to be and the need to let others to know who you are...........

dang, got class...