Airik: dude man
this sounds like the gayest shit
but ev and you are fukin great
i honestly don't think my life would be half as much without you guyz
Ron: hahhaha what's the sudden burst of emotion but true same here
Airik: when life sux
Airik: i can turn to you two foos
Airik: thats fukin what life should be all about
Airik: the connection between one and other
Airik: none that fukin material shit we have
Airik: or want to own
Ron: yeah man that's what friends are for that's why i always watch friends
Airik: .........
Airik: ok
Airik: you can go away now
Airik: gonna find ev
Ron: fucl you man

my computer broke down yesterday......58 viruses....an assortment of medulla, something horse, and mostly worm klez h......was bad...this is something i hate.....to wake up and findout your computer is messed up....and then to spend the rest of the day fixing it....
In the end, i had no choice but to format my drive.....ahn jo man.....all cuz of that stupid email attachment.......it might as well just eat me.....

I hate food......food sux.....

ok...i figured...since i spent so much time figuring out how to put my pics up.......
i wanted to emphasize how red my hair used to be....

Haha.....this is weird as hell....i hate pics....but here it is..........and 'YES', i know a lot of you (the ladies) will think it used to be so much better.......but too bad for you!!!...haha...

BEFORE





AFTER

I buzzed my hair......haha.....all my red highlights are gone......this probably doesn't mean much to some guyz that have short hair.....but for me, for a person that hasn't ever had short hair in his life.....its different.........hehe......i like it...its clean.....its 'kyo'......its a change........it was actually a one day decision, haha, during phyfound (yeah, when else would i been thinking about stuff like that??)....more random spontaneous acts of mine i guess........but yeah, i know so many of you just can't imagine me with my hair short like that.......i will definitely put up 'before and after' photos when i get them together and stuff.......and for now??....you'll just have to let your imagination run wild for a bit......

thanksgiving is coming.......holy god......wats going to happen??.......holygod.......i'm excited........its been a while guyz........i can only imagine the best of highskool memories (fuck northfield...like there were many memories there)......but yeah, a big *smile* =))))))))))))))

Many great songs for the moment......erm.....its gonna be a special day today........3 songs for the day......not to show less respect for any of them at all.....but i figured it'll take a while for me to put them all up considering how less frequently i blog now....
~~~ Incubus - Drive ~~~....so many of you have definitely heard of this one.........well, i just realized it was such an awesome song a while ago.....i especially like the guitaring throughout the song (starting from the intro).............
~~~ Airlock - Awakening ~~~....thank my all-time-blog-maker for this song.....its good....more chill for the soul......actually, its the better the more you hear it.....if you need more chill stuff w/vocals....chek it.............
~~~ the Avalanches - Since I left you ~~~......yet, another chill song....i actually like this one more...its definitely a lot more well known too........erm....yeah, its good.....what else to say??
~~~ Queens of the Stone Age - No one knows ~~~......dave grohl back drumming......i like.

I'm done with all my summer apps......woohoo.....nicenice....did take up some free-time throughout the last couple weekends...but its finally all over........its great.....just 3 exams, thanksgiving and i'm off back to home.....home sweet home.......heard from my bro theres been some changes in my house too....so i can't wait to check it all out.......

Lifes been good for the most part....cept for the occasional "normal" bad days....everything has been great....just doing my thing.....getting stuff done.....chillin as i go......anywayz..its time for the weekly black man's steak.....so gotta run and grab da shit....will try post pics asap.

Airik

Lemon Jelly and Craig David new albums.....nicenice.

I completely forgot all my German....i used to know enough German to have basic conversations with ppl, but i completely lost it now....i haven't spoken German since highskool in HongKong....and that was like......friggin 5 years ago.......as much as i want to look at that stuff once again, theres too much other stuff I would probably be better off doing instead......for example, practice some of my mandarin or just generally learning new things and new skills........German would probably be one of the less important languages in my life (i can't be for sure, but thats what it seems like).......given the intensity of my curriculum at hopkins, i highly doubt i'll have the chance to take some german classes (not some, but not even one).....haha....goodbye German (as in the language)......10 years of that stuff......i think i'm more than halfway recycling that memory in my mind already.......so i guess i might as well just let it....

I've been living a somewhat efficient life for the past week...always busy doing stuff.....healthy stuff...hehe....i relax a bit every once in a while, but I spend most of the time working and getting my stuff together......i guess i can't bum too much (uptight?!)......can't procrastinate....its not one of my skills i suppose ^^.......i feel useless if i relax for too long.....i feel like i can be doing better things with my time......like anything, wash my clothes, more practice on the guitar, look up work related stuff........yeah, i hate the feeling of being behind.....or the feeling when everybody but I, is doing stuff......

my blog has gotten shitty.....maybe cuz theres too much deeper thoughts in it these dayz......less simple diary-like thingys......i dunno......i can't really be bothered to make it nice, clean and evened out or whateva......i'll just let it flow...

no music for the day...haha....

AIERIK. go eat now!

I'm a B-logger....inside my log, theres no match...the catch?....its becuz i'm all alone....all airik...fully fukin blown....maximized on your screen....nobody to pick a screen......I can talk my shit....nobody will bitch.....tho, this log is never to pick fights......its a place for me to ramble at my height.....talk about what music is tite.....i see it like my back yard hoop.....its the same loop.....i come here once in while to practice my shoot....the catch?....i choose to share it with the public.....i'm proud of what i am....just another man....good or bad you can see it through the video cam......i hear good music, i say 'damn'.....you find a new entry and you shout 'nice shit man'.......

alrite...enuff...haha.......i only have that much time to blog.......got work??.....hehe.......stupid summer job apps.........but anyhow, haha...writing rythmes are hella fun.....don't take long after you get used to it too.....only takes 10 min or so to write a paragraph like this......

I honestly dunno why i came up.....i just felt like it......i really should be getting a shower or better yet, watching the european MTV awards rite now.........hmmm........here we go first of all........~~~ Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean ~~~.......its the theme to the disney and squaresoft 'Kingdom Hearts' game.......anybody played it??.......the cc definitely looks awesome......all the disney characters and stuff......

aiteaite....the evil monster (television) is seriously driving me away from my blog.......will go now..

Erik.

8 Mile was real and inspiring. I feel it, what we can do with our lives....what we live on to get us going...everyone of us have our own moments, our own dreams....its crazy.....to live in our each and individual worlds.......everyonce in a while, i really wonder how it would be like to live somebody elses........
this might sound a lil stupid, egoistic...and worst of all, sound like every other guy that says the same thing.....but i'm gonna live upto my dream....i want to be successful, somewhat rich, happy and to someday feel that i have my life and my world under control......even though uptil this day, i still might not know exactly what i want but i definitely have a good idea of what i feel and what i can do......i know i can succeed in whateva i want to do.......its all within.....

Some deutsch pride........y'all check this shit out......its some quality foreign stuff.....~~~ Freundeskreis - Mit Dir ~~~.....chek dat deutsch hiphop rnb out......

HAha....boycotting......like eggs rotting.....so old they're gonna be thrown....thinking you gonna be owning......this world is international, its only rational.......fobby shit malicious....haha i find it fukin facetious.......cuz thats lame as fuck.....lemme give you a pacifier to suck.....you lame ass faggot.....you're outta luck...dat shit ain't gonna make me split.....you immature piece of shit.....this no ballad........its a fukin rap......so check my map......dat crap is not gonna make me give a crap......go home and sit on your slutty moms lap.......and don't slap back.....you're not shaq......you're a pussy unanswering lil brat......i'm done with that shit......scared little bitch.....i grew up being thrown those hits........i'm over the wall.....i'm not gonna trip on your tiny balls......i have them at lunch everyday, spaghetti and meatballs........its not gonna ever be your way......as long as i'm here, you sit and stay......goody doggy dear.......stay here and don't piss on your pants queer......now i'm done with my beef....so next time jeez, don't do that intentionally to pull my leaves......its not cool, dont live life like you gotta rule....you stop, and i'll stop yule.

Aiteaite...tired.

How is everybody today? =)

Don't get me wrong...i'm not in a good mood today....well, not in a bad one either.....just one of those dayz i suppose......i went to class, ate.....worked.....spent most of the day on campus i believe.....the funny thing is i haven't had a conversation with anybody today....only til now i realize i was on campus doing my own thing all day, didn't interact much with anybody other than nodding my head to say 'hi'..........i think i hate these dayz, they're boring......i spend half the time conversing with myself....and the other half in silence....

I stress agian, if i haven't made my point clear enuff last nite.....I'm goin to make the most out of my time from now til thxngiving.....want to straight things out.....i want to be as complete as i can be.....and i want to be on track with how i want my life to roll out....

I haven't been up here for a bit.....so i'm gonna give a quick 'Whats inside Erik's mp3 list' over the past week or so:
The Reelists - Freak Mode
Hyde - Shallow Sleep (j-rock)
Jimmy Eat World - the middle (acoustic version)
Walkmen - Wake up
Third Eye Blind - I Want You
Goo goo Dolls - Here is Gone
Garbage - Cherry Lips
The Roots - What they do
Maroon 5 -This Love

Aite, nap time.
Airik.

I really should be sleeping or studying rite now.....we have so little time to waste in our lives.....to come and think about it, i never understood why i started blogging......i have so many more important things to do like work and skool and straightening out my life (ok, maybe i can consider blogging straigtening my life)....but still.......at least for the past week or so, i've been feelin that i haven't been using my time efficiently enough.......i should be constantly doing something, and most of this time should be spent on skool work (I HATE PHYSFOUND BTW).....

Was down at philly last weekend......was way cool.....chek jon's joint out.....i love 'typical' colleges......so cool....so chill.....mad love for chilling........old skool shitz...winning11...bballing....haha ("Bet thats the first time an azn do that shit to you").......that shit we talked over again and again......they just hoes man....they just hoes..........dunt need to give a F...

really need sleep...will be back.