Balancing ideas and delivery

I hate dental marathons. They stink up your smelly ass. Man, tis what i get for not cleaning my teeth a full 2min everynite and morning....half my mouth is so friggin numb rite now i can't even tell whether my mouth is dry or i'm drooling into my nice white sweater.....this sucks....
On a good note, I won't have to go back for dental care for a long while....hehe...supposedly my mouth is brand new right now....any of you ladies wanna check it out ^^

~~~ Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Can't Stop ~~~......these ex-heroin addicts are still on a roll.....can't stop listenning to their music....

Around 10 years ago, back when i was still a dorky geeky tasteless kid in primary school, I learned a valuable lesson. As stupid as it was or I was then, theres this incident back at GS int'l school that I've still kept lying around deep inside somewhere in my head......I still remember how friggin useless those teachers were back then, academically they don't give a crap about the well being of the child....they had their favourites and they had those that were thought to be only stupid kids of rich parents.......but anyhow, yeah, if i recall...it was Mrs. Lindau....she was some fat white women...she always had like an angry face with her and she had big big saggy breasts........i remember she'd stress the importance of reading the questions before you started your test...math, english, socials, whateva....it didn't matter what subject....i remember she'd tell us to read the question thoroughly before we jumped into answering the questions (back then, the time you had to answer questions seemed more important).......but yeah, i always thought i knew what i was doing back then, i always thought i read the question before i started to write my answer....
So one day, Mrs. Lindau came in....and she gave us a test-like excercise.....it was a long list of very tedious questions....it was something like this:

#1 Read all the questions before you start the test
#2 What is 34.34 * 53 and adding 10 to it?
#3 What is (24-32)*3 minus the date today?
#4 What is #2 + #3 * 3?
....
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...
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#29 What is 3+4?
#30 Just complete question 29 and write your name at the top of the page.

I still remember, nearly everybody, especially all the azn kids would rush through test answering all questions as quicky as possible.........haha....you could tell all the smarter azn kids were just workin at an incredibly fast pace (of course, including dumb lil me)........So when time was up, after 30mins of so, everybody was just only half way through the list......and Mrs. Lindau pointed out that there were only 1-2 kids that were bright enough to read through all the questions like it said in question #1, and completed the test by answering question #29 only.....
This sounds stupid as hell......but it meant a lot to me......i felt sooooo stupid.....i felt like that was the most fundamental trick to play on me.....its real funny, cuz my whole class has grown up now...i still know most the class back in the day....and its just crazy to know that we were all so idiotic back then, all losers in our own little world.........and now, its just like, we're all so grown up....all somewhat still on our tracks.....we all know so much better.....its just crazy to look back at all of us as a group, all young intelligent beings of our age and class, we were all idiotic like that....

Its funny tho, when you finally enter college after highschool, you realize there are so many ppl out there that are missing such basic fundamentals.....Its sad to know that they are so ignorant of these basics.......i suppose that only reveals the difference between the deem and the ng deem...


I may not have done the best ever, but i know my intentions are correct:

(3:41:53 AM) ev: its cuz the real heroes dont seek recognition
(3:43:24 AM) ev: heroes are always tragic
(3:43:38 AM) kamikaze: that’s what defines a hero isn’t it?
(3:43:49 AM) ev: i think so. heroes always sacrifice
(3:44:06 AM) ev: and in the end, it often happens that nobody knows of it but themselves
(3:44:22 AM) kamikaze: that’s what you call larger than life man, that’s why they’re heroes
(3:45:08 AM) ev: it sux to be a hero


Aite.