Balancing ideas and delivery

~~~ Taking back Sunday - Cute with out the E ~~~
~~~ The Postal Service - Such Great Heights ~~~

The end of 2003 and beginning of 2004 managed to slip by my blog. What it comes down to is probably because I don't spend much time (if any) online while I'm at home in Hong Kong. I guess theres just many more things to do than to sit around your comp and chat all day when you live at the heart of a metropolitan =P

I have a late new year resolution. This time I'm going to be ever more serious than I have ever been in my life. I need to free myself of my loneliness, and step out of my instincts once and for all. I pray that things can only get better from here. Think logic...think cause and events...think patterns in history....think for myself.....and do it everyday.

I long to do something. Life without work does not exist in my reality. I can't stand wasting time and being unproductive.......yeah.... I am a workaholic (and maybe psycho too). I just simply can't have much fun without direction. Getting trashed everyday during this break has not meant anything to me. I was just simply trashed.....trashed and emotionless I would say...

I wonder where I'll be in a year. Now that I've graduated, I'm unemployed and lost. I don't exactly know where to go and what to do. I'm confused.
On a good note, lets say I know at the least that I'll be tearing it up whereever I'll be. My name is Erik Chan you know. I'm supposedly a role model =).....haha
I can really relate to the guyz in 'Better Luck Tomorrow'...but anywayz...

Erik.