Balancing ideas and delivery

back.....

In the HAC lab write now.....bored, got nothin much to do....just finished the draft for my first paper in 2 years....damn, last time i wrote anything was my college essay....i'm like nearly done with my sophmore year too!!
writing that paper was fukin weird tho.....its like, the process was different than it used to be.....its as if i can see how i grew over the last 2 years....how more mature(yes, you all laugh) i've become.....how my thinking has changed........for the first time, i actually sat down, designed and structured the paper before i headed straight to the comp....how somehow my thoughts were based upon science and math.....damn it was weird....
the more i think about it...the past 2 years have actually been a lot to me.......hahah...the depression....being in the middle......fukin jhu....college buddies.....work...and more work....damn, just how my thoughts have evoluted scares me......i grew exponentially man...........ah fuck.....exponential??.....damn...i'm a nerd now..shit....a true engineer!!!..

anywayz, fukin hyped to go london man.....this coming spring break...hahah....again!!!...can't believe i'd be back there so soon tho.....the last time i went was two years ago, high skool senior spring break...heehee...course i remember that one...stan, alan, sam, liz, agnes...
yep...diz time i'm goin wuth ron (yeah man!!...fuck Air india...hahahah).....staying at sam's....hopefully i'll be able to see all you.... rich, phil, wei-hin, kev, eveline, jeremy, blah blah blah....long list.....hahaha...goin to see those UKer's......kakakaka...tite...fukin tite......if everything is planned accordingly...i'll be able to chil out at NYC for two dayz too....so i'll make it back up to lenard then...kaka...pool baby.....and yes, i'll make sure i visit the new prada store for you...
Was a way hard choice to make yo....i mean, LA, Vancouver or London!!!......dude...i'm talking diz visit to london will miss me out on longine, jon, ma car, pisan....shit....decisions.....hope i made the rite choice

the week has been a lot chiller than it was supposed to be.....cuz of the fukin load i tried to get done the previous week.......yep, hahaha....kinda explains why i'm writing up here rite now....just waiting til its time for me to go have my draft checked.....still got 15mins....

my fracture has been a lot better these dayz....eventhough i dunt wear the fukin cast no more, its alrite.....i still try becareful wuth it.......hopefully i'll make ball this weekend??!!.......i seriously need exercise....ARGH!!.......i'm getting fat...hahah....yes, you all bitch at me.....maybe i dunt get fat...but still........fukin midnite shizms with ahm everynite.....wtf!!!....cheesy breads....pizza...noodles.....hashbrowns....chinese spam....basically anything in the kitchen....daz bad daz nigguh...

aite....time to go..

Erik.

~~ 'chill out' is out already man....'relax' is whats in these dayz.......kakakakaa ~~