Saturday, February 22, 2003

Instruction Set #1 "Self Whitewash":
1. Find a big thick pile of snow
2. Stand 5 meters away from it
3. Run towards it
4. Dive superman style
5. Roll completely around twice

Definitely something you must try with the crew.....mad jackass style....gives you a great adrenaline rush.....those would know...haha..

Thursday, February 13, 2003

blahblahblah....i guess i just feel like typing at the spurt of this moment.....i dunno what i'd like to come up to talk about...but yeah, i'm up here.....and i'm typing as i watch characters pop up on the screen...its sorta cool actually....i'm just sitting back, and just thinking about stuff....typing what i feel or want to say is sorta second nature rite now....hehe...a lil crazy talk to start off my entry....or should i say, hopefully an entry??

eh....say something......(silence)..........nuthin to say......eh.......how about whats on my mind??.......nuthin....hahaha....

i don't feel like bitchin about anything rite now.......theres nuthin to bitch about....lifes been cool for the past couple weeks, just working......taking it all a step at a time...well, actually, a week at a time....its been all good.....spending my free time on the 3 most absorbing activites of all time....TV, music, chatting....yep.......its great....definitely not the best life to live, but i suppose thats what college is all about....getting educated for the 'real money' in this world........i guess i'm gettin the good dosage here......its good to know my time and my family's money isn't being wasted on nuthing.........yep......those that say college is the best time of your life are only those that have shitty jobs.......hehe....
ok....i sorta just blabbered a pointless paragraph....i hate those types of paragraphs......its sorta like the movie "25th hour".....there are good parts here in there, but in the end, its absolutlely pointless...............i suppose some ppl enjoy pointless movies, paragraphs......i'm definitely not one of them.......

vday is coming...i'm waiting on my cookies =))))).......soft pls!!........hahha.....its cool, i'll probably have one cookie.......but it'll be awesome.....somehow, i find that so cool...its so sweet......i dunno.....haha......i have this awesome idea to post a do-it-yourself 'airik' vday gift for everybody to make at home......but that'd spoil stuff for ppl, i guess it won't make it up here this year.....maybe next time.......however, if you're my friend, msg me about it (yes both M/F are fine..its an act of friendship)....and i'll make sure i let you know the details....

aiteout.

Wednesday, February 12, 2003


~~~ My Friends - Red Hot Chilli Peppers ~~~ tis song for my bros.....it for the "fui" society....but i think our teenage depressions are over already by now...anywayz, i got this one down on my guitar for you guyz....

~~~ Fila Brazilia - Nightmare on Wax ~~~....probably one of FB's finest songs.....its real downtemp, so recommended for those that like that stuff only...

haha...not bothered to blog now...

Sunday, February 09, 2003

Ec4K: did you have snow day yesterday?
Ec4K: we had snow day over here
Sukendar: yeah nasty
Ec4K: yep
Ec4K: it was
Sukendar: still eat snow with gatorade?
Ec4K: hahahah
Ec4K: ......
Ec4K: i told you that?
Sukendar: man, you eat that on the way back to crossley from gym
Sukendar: i was like "shit man, we're around nuclear area"
Ec4K: oh shit
Ec4K: haha
Ec4K: its good yo
Ec4k: ging jeng ging jeng ar..
Sukendar: .......
Sukendar: nuclear snow
Ec4K: ......
Ec4K: gum doh duk?

Saturday, February 08, 2003

My Baby

I missed my baby. Its been a while since i last time i gave it a good stroking. The last time being december 7th 2002...when its strings snapped on me.....Now that my break is over, the bridge is fixed and its strings have been replaced.......its once again in the hands of its beholder!!! Playing the guitar is in some ways very similar to playing basketball...there are good days and bad days......sometimes the chords and notes feel ever so fresh....you know, feel and hear that you're just rocking the house with it in your hands.......its like being 'in the zone' when you play bball......everything all of a sudden becomes so easy to execute.....you play with perfect timing...you can hear what the guitar will do long before it screams out of the amplifier.......
All throughout the Christmas and all of Jan 03'...i've been playing an acoustic....i suppose it was good technique training........the strings are stiffer......the notes are harder to play.....i suppose the acoustic is a more sturdy, edgier and down to earth guitar compared to the electric......so for the first time, in nearly two months, i plugged in my electric and rocked!!........i was just killin it.......
For those that don't know......i have a sorta glossy purple guitar.....its an Ibanez SA 170.....it has an ultra thin fretboard and neck.....the radius of the neck is really small, which allows for very comfortable soloing.....i've definitely been accustomed to it by now........its weight, its finish, its feel..........i love it.

~~~ Always with me Always with you - Joe Satriani ~~~....for guitar crazes only......




A lots been around yo. Time is gone in a blink of an eye. Weekdays have been just packed with school, getting my life in order and getting as much sleep as i can in between. While over the weekends, i bum around and i sit at my desk trying to get my work done ready for my next jackass weekend. That'd be presidents day weekend.....hehe...

My parents just left his morning. Damn, if only i had a digital camera, i absolutely need a "before and after" fridge pic...hehe.....i swear i am stocked up......i have everything to keep me alive for the rest of the semester....
Talking about my parents, i think they had a decent stay at Baltimore this week....Haha......I don't talk to my dad as often as i do to my mom, but I just realized over the week that my dad is like da shit.....seriously......like, he doesn't give a f*** about anything other than what he does.....in many ways, i think he's sorta like how ozzy osbourne functions.....he's rich, he can do whateva he wants...........all he does is make money (music in ozzys case)......its funny cuz he can't do anything else without taking the longest time to figure out how stuff works.......he's normally sooooo slow, but he's just like *clicked* when it comes to work......seriously, i just watch him at home....and he's just living and enjoying what he's worked for his whole life.........I wanna be like that someday......even if it means to lose most of the other aspects of my life.....i can simply just chill.......my mom is like the no.1 house wife of all.....shes dedicated to keeping the family together and she basically does what a man would want a women to do........shes home when you're home......she's out taking care of her stuff and not bothering you while you're at work......man......thats cool.......to be fully dedicated til the point you lose control of other stuff...which is 'alrite' cause you are supported by your full dedication........i'd like to be like that maybe 20 years later.....

We own such radical minds......its crazy.......a while back, volcom 3 and i were just talking.....and i mentioned how our minds control so much of what we feel......the best example being the "sitting in class theory" (haha..more airik theory)......like you know how you often get real tired and unfocused towards the end of the class.....this is the thing......why always towards the end of class??.......if we sit through a 50min class, you often don't look at your watch (starting to feel unfocused) until at least the 30-40min point.........while if you're sitting at a 3 hour class, you almost always don't look at your watch til at least after an hour is through.......doesn't make sense rite?.....don't we normally lose concentration depending on time and material we study??.........inside our minds, we always get mentally prepared for what is to come.........so what if we live life without such restrictions??....what if we goto a 50min class with a mind set that is prepared to sit for 3 straight hours??......then would we sit through class focused all the way til you're told class is over?!

Theres this imaginary girl in my mind. I'm starting to believe that she'll never exist in my life. Shes cute, shes fine, and best of all she see things so differently...its as if i sometimes feel like i live parallel lives she does.........some of you that know me might know what i'm talking about.....its like the total package......top to bottom....outside inside....backside frontside..........shes not the type that might just happen to walk by you yesterday or last week.......i'm talkin about the type that you probably wouldn't meet in just one life time.....life is too short.....those that you meet are too random..........i'll know if i ever stumble across this girl....i'd feel it deep inside, and i wouldn't be embarrassed to go up to her, say 'hi' and truly be myself........this no girl that you just hold onto for spiritual, emotional, sexual or physical support.....

Airik.

Monday, February 03, 2003

yesyesyes....first of all...music for those that only visit this site for that purpose.....erm....i got time....i'll try to drop a couple...

~~~ You Don't Miss Your Water ('Til The Well Runs Dry) - Craig David ~~~....yesyesyes..its CD again...i actually got his new album the 1st week it came out...i just never spent the time to listen to the whole thing.........tiz actually a pretty good CD, don't understand why he aint getting much MTV and radio time for it.....

~~~ Take me away (into the night) - 4 Strings ~~~.....i'm out of the trance scene already........i'm sure every clubber has heard of this club-hit millions of times and thinks its cheesy as hell.....but whateva.....

~~~ Heavy Metal Drummer - Wilco ~~~....i've always wanted to put this song up.....its good....its rock...aint got much to say about it....

~~~ Norah Jones ~~~ errrrr.......get the album...its all recommended...haha......

I think i'm still in la-la land.....the past month has just been awesome.....it just gets better and better....seriously....the last of which was chinese new year at NYC....haha....yes, its in my blog now......lei tiu yau....ging cheat.......haha...and double S...ging wan winning11.....haha....ging jeng ging jeng...ging diu....
I haven't been that trashed in a while man.....i swear to god....if i recall that last time was at LA last summer?!.......my drive back to skool felt like an hour or so......i was hung over and i phased out most the trip......eventhough my pockets are pretty much dry by now, i had an "awesome" (yes, awesome!~!) time......and of course, thank those that made it such a wonderful time for me.....

I'm happy with the way i am as of now. My confidence is back and Mr. nice guy is gone. I feel like i've pretty much gotten rid of my ji-bai shit by now. Eventho I'm in a lotta ways a lot more not caring now, when it comes down to it, i'm living a life i'm happy with. And that matters. I'd rather spend more time talking and doing what i want to do rather than having to stop and realize how vunerable i'd be if i did it.

Its funny to know that since my trip back to hongkong, i've suddenly gotten so much closer back with my azn connection. Listenning to chinese music, reading entertainment magazines, speaking and chatting in chinese......even my blog aint exactly the same.....i used to hardly use chinese syllables when i write......i'm glad i've unknowingly made this change.......i seriously didn't realize i was so "american" before the holidays.....

Mommy and Daddy will be here tomorrow. Soooo hectic, a visit after another. Doesn't stop does it?

Congrats to my bitch. another new point of interest. haha. Yep, Umaryland.

AIRIK.

oh, yeah...She f**** hates me. hehe.