Balancing ideas and delivery

so much to say.............so much...i neva had the chance to.....

exams are up soon...gay.....needa get my act together and get it all over wuth.....have been missing class or just goin in there to day dream throughout the past couple weeks.....no mood to work at all.....just not feeling that stride......not motivated.......all that curve-competition thing at my skool is backfiring.....

Song TIME!...hehee.....i'm glad peepz actually d/l them and listen to this stuff....everyone of these songs build me.....makes me become the person i am......it sounds stupid....but itz true....i can't emphasize how much music means to my life.......always with me through bad times...good times (haha..notice how i mention bad times 1st)......i devote my life to music......haha......
just yesterday morning, the electricity was out at bradford.....i woke up feeling miserable becuz i couldn't put on some music through my hifi or comp.....i need to listen to something straight away......its like the morning coffee, you can't do anything else unless you have a cup first.......music is the tru opium of the masses....anywayz, here goes ~~~ Puff Daddy feat. Usher - I Need a Girl ~~~...

Roots Concert last weekend....hehe...was pretty good....haha...at our new AC (anybody mention raves there?!)......yeah, started out pretty dam good...kinda lost it towards the end tho....the solo's were cool....but not the best way to end a concert tho........i thought the drummer was pretty funky...his style is distinct......the keyboardist was aite...i liked the live jazzy stuff he played....i'm goin to learn how to do that sometime........and last of all, the human beatbox......fuck, he's good.......
haha...ppl smokin all around me in there........
man...ppl need to recognize this talented group........i shall put up a couple of their tunes so y'all should know whoz in that shitz.....~~~ Roots - double trouble ~~~ Roots feat. Erkyah Badu - You got me ~~~

Missed both other dayz of beer garden......argh....thats not cool at all........it closed on sunday cuz it was raining.....and on sat, i spent most of the day working on our design team setup (12 - 5pm both on sat and sun)....by the time i got there...all the beer was out already.....so gay......anyhow, friday was pretty good already....so i'll stop bitchin...

haha....i dunno wat to say to you.....no pushing.......i'll just hold back and wait........hahah......the umbrella...shit, neva even told you about it.....i'm such a stupid idiot.....
but yeah, i mean more than a good time too......i mean respect, care, and life just as much..........i will show it through consistency.........i...like regular friends...only ask for a chance.....

this is for you masta chuang....my fellow blog reader....'ecletic musical tastes'?!.......hahah...we should chat more...

oh, and again, my broz....haha...that lil meeting we had......i love u guyz......word.....we know us inside out.....we should do that more often

AIRIKizms.
"a heart is bounded. i agree. i will, however, only let it do so to a certain extent"


* laughing at all those n**guhs that call the new born child next door their 'bro' *