Balancing ideas and delivery

Can't wait til exams are over......its dragging....argh.....a couple more dayz left and it'll be all over.......sooooooo pleased to get a break before summer skool.....need to slow down and regain some of that peacefulness....

Seriously in the mood to write a song these dayz.......gonna start with some lyrics when tis exam stuff is over.....lyrics seem to be the most problematic at the moment......hard to write about something that isn't too abstract, yet makes sense......i alway end up with something corny too......hopefully, i'll still feel that urge when exams are over........i want to write a whole song on ma own....something prob on the guitar and drums...

Can't believe......can't believe......the closest of ppl can act so selfish.........why is it so hard for ppl to believe in each other....trust one another.......and most importantly, be honest...........honesty can seem so direct, so not caring, or maybe even demanding........but at least it doesn't create more misunderstanding, more confusion.........i'm so glad i've finally stepped out to look at my surroundings once again.......i see immaturity....shit behind words.....disgust....boundaries that i neva thought would exist........i hope i dunt run into many more useless ppl in my life no more.......its so sad.....i feel sorry for our creation........people with such worthless, selfminded priorities.....man....i'm young...but i'm growing by day........stay if you want...but i'm gonna pass.......i'm running a step beyond, i see less respect and no more direction from y'all.....

Everyone of us has our own story......our own shit....our own objectives.....is it not possible for us to take a lil time away from our own sorry ass and check somebody elses story out??.....maybe if we did, we might finally see some more insight and meaning in our own.....learn from their mistakes instead of only from our own.....stop thinking about and for yourself....you dunt need to protect yourself...if you show understanding and kindred....they will too..........respect.....understanding....get it rite y'all....get it rite....know your role..

Sooooo many songs in mind.....i'm starting to get the feeling that there are songs i thought i've already put up but neva did......oh well....i needa try stick to one at a time.....what if i run out rite??! (Airik: ..........).....~~~ Liu Hong Hua - Gan ma (mandarin) ~~~.......this song reminds of KTV at taiwan........hehe...i should try make another trip there sometime.......was cool..........haha.....da bitch i sleep with....always on the smallest beds you can find too........sigh.....i want those meatballs....and 'ai yu bing' (lime jelly with ice).....

Sorry dude (hehe..no names)....nuthin personal k?....for only those that know....hahah......gonna hafta spit this one out ........hehe....did anybody say i had somebody on their knees yesterday at the AC??.......haha....... dang, doubt i've ever given anybody that typa spank before.........i was just feelin da bounce yesterday....swooping left...swishing right....

Erik.
"I'm your type. I kno it"....hehe......too much usher during studying.......oh, and T.T.P?~!