Balancing ideas and delivery

Back......just cuz Jan said she likes my ramblings..hahahah....also came up to post some ego shitz..hehe..

jandanan: i'll just believe u and blame u if sth. goes wrong
ec4k:...
ec4k: i told u go ask somebody else
jananan:no
ec4k:can't blame me no more
jananan:u seem the most intellectual around here
ec4k:hahhaha
ec4k: i like that one
jandanan:sad..but true
ec4k: i'm gonna put this up on info
jandanan: -_-"

Been consistently high for the past 30hours....damn....the natural ones are the killers...hah....shit....all indications showing....head rushing....heart bopping....constant shaking....phasing in and out.......its like...the world is just spinning around and around.....everybody is doing their own thing......and u're just in the middle staring at everybody......shit....its been a long time...its been long......argh....i needa rest....

tite tho....something to look forward to...something to keep me on my track....color up my life.......(somehow having said that reminds me of those color-in books i had when i was a kid....hahha..how random)......yep..anywayz......yeah....the stupidest thing to do worked out nicely.....hahha......somehow everything went well too....or was it becuz i helped myself??.....anyhow, so far so good...

i've been reading my old blogs a while ago....hahah....its interesting.....seems like i've been swearing too much tho....fucking this..fukin that......that needs to relax....will remind myself to stop swearin on blog..........but on the whole, its been pretty cool.....can't believe i've blogged so many posts already tho (only since end of fall 2001)......too long to read all at once.....i was thinking for those new Airik's Ramblings readers....what do they do??..read it all??...read bits??..only read the latest updates???.....
Been wondering when this blog stuff is goin to end......when I graduate 2004??...before that? cuz blogger.com will shut down??....

Aite...heres the song of the ramble...EVERYBODY!!!!!! LISTEN UP!!
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