Balancing ideas and delivery

hmm...feels like its been a long time since i've blogged....had a lot of things i wanted to ramble about over the week.......will try to make sure i blog them all down...but its hard to say......i write the shortest blogs when i have the most to say...and the longest ones when i just write about bullshitz.....

first thing in mind...yep, a loud shoutout 'THANX' to all those who have told me that they like my blog.....finding it interesting....cool...enjoyable to read...helped them out wuth their prbs?? (damn, its not that great is it? =P )........hehe....yeah, it really encourages me to come back up here and blog a lil more......its great, knowing that I'm able to entertain others through such media, instead of having to sit down wuth me and let me talk all that shit.....
I gotta admit i can see why some peepz find it interesting tho.....this stuff i rite down is pretty close to the shit that goes through my mind everyday, i wouldn't be surprised if they can see 'ERIK' behind these blogs......yeah, anyhow, thanX to you all for such praise!!

Went to a christian acapella concert last weekend....yeah, dude....just ask me why i went.....haha....some of you guyz must think i've gone nuts or something...too much work at hopkins?!?!...(hhaha...nah, i've been slackin big time for the past 2 weeks).......its pretty good i admit....hehe...maybe becuz i'm that musical type person....i love music...all notes, tones, sounds, beats light me up like a star.......plus, hehehe....tonnes of eye candy......
Weird, somehow that msg about Christ sacrificing for us all throughout the concert enlightened me up.......its like, i see so much belonging in every single person in that hall....their beliefs are hard and bold.....integration at its best.....
Somewhere throughout, i figured that everybody in our society just lives the way they are...does what they do...and believes in what makes them content with life.......at some point, i couldn't see the difference between singing at an acapella and going out to a rave on saturday nights...hmmm.....i see such meaning behind those ppl....i want to know more about what absorbs them, but at the same time its like scary cuz it seems so deep...okok...enuff BS...next topic..
oh yeah, gotta thank ahm for sitting through that shit wuth me..

Lost $40 yesterday.....argh...damn NBA playoffs......was so close........shit.....i'm goin make that cash back next weekend...

hehe....M - Class?!....a chance that my parents are gonna send me one from Vancouver.......nicenicenice....shit, i do not mind one of those for sure....hopefully i'll get something (yeah, nearly anything) this summer.......it'll be phat.......chill, drive, music...go somewhere nice for dinner...or mall...or movie....or whatevaz.....=)

Music of the Ramble....hmm...can't ever forget this one.....so many songs i wanna put up here tho.....i've always thought about putting up something more hardcore on...but i always end up choosing something thats more easily enjoyable.....i'm gonna stick to this hardcore thing this time....can't decide between the two
~~~ LTJ Bukem - ourworld ~~~ LTJ Bukem - watercolours ~~~ (drum&bass)....sounds a lot better wuth bass turned up

Finally woke up from another dream.......gotta get myself back together again....sux.....why can't i dream on?...why can't i stay asleep?....why me?!......i'm just hoping i'll go back to sleep soon...i wanna dream on....i want to.......i'm sick of waking up from another sweet dream only to realize that it wasn't real.......how gay....is it me??...or am i just an unlucky bitch.....pls...god....pls give me a chance to prove myself.....

Ok...i've obviously only blogged about half the things i wanted to say...but i'm gonna stop here cuz i feel like it...

airik is out.