Balancing ideas and delivery

Just wrote a nice long fine blog....its now gone cuz blogger.com suddenly went down......i'm so mad...so mad...argh....will try to retype as much as i remember...

gonna indirectly mess with somebodys feelings today...(just alil)..hehe...goal: make you smile

One of the main reasons why i'm up here rite now is because of this song...spent so much time online listenning to random R&B songs just to find it....now i've finally found it......its not toni braxton....hehe.....not biggie......brandy??.......not city high.......not mase......but Nate Dogg....
dang..here it is peepz ~~~ Another sad story - Nate Dogg ~~~ its not as good as I remembered it to be anymore tho........expectations maybe??.......but anyhow, yeah......itz all good.......it reminds me of Chiu driving, chilling in his car......
I did however, come across a really nice phat beat during my search tho......i'm not exactly into the "Yo Yo" musik industry....so yeah...i wouldn't know if everybody had heard of this beat already....wouldn't be surprised if everybody has already heard of it.......anyhow, letz give it a drop ~~~ Break your neck - Busta Rythmes & DMX (its instrumental) ~~~ perfect for freestyling i'd say..

Was raining earlier today......argh...i hate it......hehe.....rain is Ron's 'hak sing' (black star)......hahaha...even LL didn't goto signals this morning cuz of the rain......thats something new......i hate drizzles tho......thunderstorms, typhoons and all that are ok with me.....but i hate those measily 3-4 hours of slight drizzle.....damn, pour hard if you gonna pour you kno?.....rain hard all day at least.....

Ok, this is gonna be an exceptionally random blog......but i'm goin to put it on.....just becuz i want to...hey, its my blog...my space....i'm a man....hehe.....i can stick upto whateva i blog:
- Ok, so i've been living extremely ghetto for the past week or two.......the first thing that comes into mind when i'm hungry is ramen rite?? (well, power bars too, but thats not the point of the ramble rite now).......what are the things that usually stop you from having ramen when your wallet is dry and you're hungry??.....the dishwashing??.....the noodles are too hot??.....the taste of it? (assuming that you've been having it non-stop for the past couple dayz already)....hehe.....this ramble reflects my randomness completely...but yeah....erm....the thing that stops me from ramen is having to wait for the water to boil......don't ask questions!!....it just is...=/
Its like playing video games you know??......when you're bored...and you kinda wanna play........its like, you're not bothered to set it all up...(hey, setting it all up involves a lot you know?......you need to find/choose the game, put it into the console, turn on the TV and console.... and last but not least....wait for the game to load).....its like...i usually just hang around in front of the whole setup and decide upon whether all that setting up is worth it or not..........usually i end up not playing....
However, if the game was already set-up and ready to play........i'd just walk over, pick the controller up and start playing without thinking even if i didn't really want to play........similarly, if the noodles were cooked and prepared for me....i'd just go ahead and eat it just for the fact that i didn't have to go through that tedious procedure of cooking it..(in my case, waiting for the water to boil).....
Now that i've completely blogged my 1st random thought....i forgot my 2nd one....oh well...next time i guess....

New |MLM| Counter-strike server is up btw......1.4 is all ready and set up....go check it out... 66.93.53.238:27015....i haven't tried it yet...but i've seen it run on pisan's computer.....dang, no more jumping around and shitz....thats shitty.......damn cool spectator mode tho....

7-11 Meetings....yep....dang....its been a long long time......shit man.....we've upgraded......haha...its all cyber and stuff now......no more 'dim sum' and nestea......guyz....look how far we've gotten.......we're all over the place now....hehe.....east side hate yo....no poop love..........shit man....not to get all slimy and stuff (hehehe...i'm not the one that talks about this shit that often before).....we've changed....we've grown......we're all gay couples...we've bitched.......yet, we're still stickin it together and its still tite deep down *there*.......so wha about the acapella huh?? yes, its the shit....i loved every lil bit....no regrets.....so whatcha gonna say huh??......fratboy wannabe.......and you, u....u....u...you 'i'm going to quit' abuser.....haha...mad love....shit, you guyz have any clue how long since we all met up...

A sudden swoop up from the low......yeah...its weird...i dunno whats going on....i'm confused....so its a finale/not??......just gonna stay down there man...stay relaxed...no expectations...remember....no expectations...they hurt........

Balled the last couple dayz....feeling good about my stroke......gonna work on slowly speeding it up....can't last on court for too long tho......i'm gone by the end of the 3rd game......haven't been eating well enuff??.........probably.......i'm so wasted when i get home.......i comeback, take a shower, eat, and then pass out on the spot....

4:00pm today....somebody was downloading my song on audiogalaxy......i was like.......dang...nice...hehe........~~ King Airik - let the game begin ~~ for those who dunno it...its old tho.....maybe i should make a better 2nd song sometime...

Been getting comments that ma blog reveals too much of myself.....good/bad thing??....you decide....

Erik, the King.

**Add-on onto my side note a lil while ago**
those silver loop earrings i said i like.....yeah...i like the bigger ones (just bigger, not biggest)...