Balancing ideas and delivery

lunch break...hmm....made myself 'ma po' tofu for lunch....tasted like shit......only had half of it (yep, something must be really wrong if ERik eats only half his meal).....guess i'll just stick to the power bars........they dunt taste any better really.....but nobody told the Blazers not to start late game fouling......so i'll suck it up....

yeah, living ghetto as hell.......all the ebaying, online shopping has come to a stop in the last couple weeks....mo mood...mo money....diu....If there was one thing i can choose to take away from my priorities in life just to make everything else better...it would be money tho....money is nuthin compared to family, friends...happiness.....money cannot buy what we need the most....

music ramble time...this one is a Tm influence.....~~ Mojo - Lady (house) ~~ i'd expect the ladies to prefer this one more than the gentleman....its nice and groovy...

itz a sunny day today....cold tho......sunny with a chilly wind......if you guyz haven't noticed by now....i'm in love with the sun...it makes me trip..hehe........yep....its mostly the blue sky and the clouds (small ones only)....well, and also the sun light....the rays that beam through your window and into your room.....its relaxing......i can just sit by the window and chill.....listen to music (everythings got to do wuth it).......

Still feeling horrible.......its not even 'rollercoaster' no more......its like, staying low.....feeling miserable...feeling helpless.......argh...things just dunt belong i guess....things that you just can't own........can't have......is that true??....what you guyz think?....you guyz believe that you can own anything in this world as long as you have the stride and determination to do so?.........not trying to be sexist...but i think this is more like a guy sorta discussion...(hehe...yeah, we guyz (at least ma broz do) talk about this stuff...its not always what you ladies think)..............just things like.......money....college....jobs....cars....bitches....you guyz think we can own that stuff as long as you're determined to do so?.....hmmm......i still kinda think you can (hey, i've seen it happen)......at least i'd put in at least 101 before i raise ma hands up with dissatisfaction....=/

thanx broz, you know who u r, i needed that shit this week...i f*ckin needed it....wish me the grande finale.

Chanizms.