Balancing ideas and delivery

hmmm....3 consecutive dayz of bloggin (ok, maybe yesterday wasn't really considered one)...but i was about to ramble tho...ended up guitaring instead cuz i had nuthin to ramble about....just wanted to come up i guess...

lemme start off wuth the song of the ramble anywayz...~~~ System F - Cry Unplugged (its not trance) ~~~...this one really hit me hard while i was studying signals at the library earlier today.....it reminds me of sad things.....especially because of the sad vocal and guitaring in the song......its a nice sad addictive song though...hope you all like it....might not be the best song to d/l and listen to when you're sad tho.....so becareful....

Its been a really weird day today......feels like i woke up from a dream i've been in for the past couple dayz....all of a sudden i wake up this morning...and somehow i realize that life is just going on......still remember it was Jay Chou's 1st album i had set into my stereo for alarm this morning.......was around track 3 by the time i finally realized where i was.....and uptil track 9 until i then decided to get outta bed before i was late to signals......

Somethings been dragging along with me all throughout today.......dunno how to describe it.......some sad dull shitz.......its been irritating.....can't think correctly...can't stay focused for too long.......its like i need something......a smoke??.....a talk???.....throughout the day i've been constantly trying to occupy myself.....argh....thats a bad thing....used to do that all throughout last summer......used to do that whenever i had shitz in mind, and just wanted to ignore it..numb myself through work.....hopefully, tomorrow i'll wake up feeling i've woken up from another dream.....

Needa go Med Skool tomorrow...BME design shitz....in-vitro testing for the ICP & IOP project thingy.....argh...feeling indecisive rite now about whether even if i want to go or not.....somehow, feels like its gonna be a long day for me tomorrow.....but rreally isn't.......

Plans to go UCLA for summer skool...yep, sudden schedule change.....registered already....so its pretty much goin to be 1st session summer at JHU..and 2nd session at UCLA/bak at JHU.......

Argh...i'm sick....maybe i should go get rest or something.....
ERik